Solitary Ground

Living at different places Evading into various spaces My compass has broken; I'm losing the way An ongoing madness has led me astray My past breathes down my neck And it seems now that all I can do is Go back to beginnings when all lay ahead A fading illusion now plagues me instead In me there's still a place that fulfils me A sanctity here that I call home and run to when winter descends If I try can I find solid ground I follow elusive paths Oh it seems they've been written in stone And the door to a new life is closing so fast Burning the bridges will not bring me back In me there's still a place that fulfils me A sanctity here that I call home and run to When winter descends, If I try can I find solid ground I know that in me there still a place that fulfils me A sanctity here, that I call home and run to When winter descends If I try can I find solid ground Or am I just wasting time?