All That I Am Living For

All that I'm living for, all that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night I can feel the night beginning, separate me from the living Understanding me after all I've seen Piecing every thought together, find the words to make me better If I only knew how to pull myself apart All that I'm living for, all that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I'm wanted for, although I wanted more Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me I believe that dreams are sacred, take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, like a reason why Like a play of my obsessions, make me understand the lesson So I'll find myself, so I won't be lost again All that I'm living for, all that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I'm wanted for, although I wanted more Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me Guess I thought I'd have to change the world To make you see me, to be the one I could have run forever, but how far would I have come Without mourning your love? All that I'm living for, all that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I'm wanted for, although I wanted more Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me Should it hurt to love you? Should I feel like I do? Should I lock the last open door? My ghosts are gaining on me