The Last Song I'm Wasting on You

Sparkling grey There my own veins Any more than a whisper Any sudden movement of my heart And I know I know I'll have to watch them pass away Just get through this day Give up your way You could be anything Give up my way And lose myself? Not today That's too much guilt to pay Sickened in the sun You dare tell me you love me But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die, Honey, you know You know, I'd never hurt you that way You're just so pretty in your pain Give up my way And I could be anything I'll make my own way Without your senseless hate Hate Hate Hate So run, run, run And hate me if it feels good I can't hear your screams anymore You lied to me But I'm older now And I'm not buyin' baby Demanding my response Don't bother breaking the door down I've found my way out And you'll never hurt me again