By Myself

I try to smile when I want to cry Do you know how it hurt me when you said goodbye? And sometimes the only thing that helped is to go off by myself and cry I try so hard, but I can't forget I know you locked me, but you're a part of me yet And sometimes the only thing that helped is to go off by myself and cry Your ways, your ways are so confusing You say things that cut like a knife Oh, yes, but I'm begging-, begging for just a little consideration Because of the part you play in my life I know I give much more than I receive I have so much bad-luck, it's hard to believe And sometimes the only thing that helped is to go off by myself and cry