i’m sorry

I wonder what it's like To not wake up every day and think you wanna die There's things I'm tryna find A space between you and me Love and suicide (woo) Why am I still finding it so hard to smile? Why can't I find peace, maybe just once in a while? Too sensitive, except when I'm high as shit My kitchen counter look like askin' when a blizzard is It's artificially confident Just tryna stay relevant Noddin' to her ten texts, I know I'll never say- I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, just sorry (yeah) I wonder what it's like To fall in love and not fuck it up like every single time I'm hangin' onto every word you ever said Visions of you in my bed You're runnin' laps inside my head All these texts I never sent (woo) And we both know that what we had was colorful and so real I won't know just what you want if you don't tell me how you feel Too sensitive, except when I'm high as shit My kitchen counter look like askin' when a blizzard is It's artificially confident (oh-oh-oh-oh) Just tryna stay relevant (oh-oh-oh-oh) Noddin' to her ten texts, I know I'll never say- I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, just sorry Why am I still finding it so hard to smile? Why can't I find peace, maybe just once in a while? Oh Too sensitive, except when I'm high as shit (when I'm high as shit) My kitchen counter look like askin' when a blizzard is It's artificially confident (oh-oh-oh-oh) Just tryna stay relevant (oh-oh-oh-oh) Noddin' to her ten texts, I know I'll never say- I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry (yeah)